| Half gallon in less than 24 hours. |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
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| | Greeley Estates - Y'all With The Vampire Squad | ] | So pretty much all I did over the weekend was be drunk. Friday night was fuckin' crazy shit. Kayla, Kevin, and I all sat at home waiting for Jesse to show up with the alcohol. When he finally did around 9 or so we walked over to Safeway to steel some wine because we didn't have enough alcohol to get everyone drunk. Then we walked our happy asses all the fuckin' way to Karima's house after that. Oh and we can't forget the detour we took to Petco to raid their ash trays for the ends of cigarettes. Yeah and the rest stop at Willo Creek apartments. Anyways then finally we got to Karima's house around 1 AM and she took forever to come outside because her dad was awake. Well since it was freezing outside we sat there and tried to think of somewhere warm we could go to drink. The best idea we came up with was walk to some houses that weren't finished being built yet. So we walked a shit load more in the freezing ass cold. I am telling you, it was fuckin' freezing!!! When we got there we broke into one of those houses and chilled. It was pretty tight.
Last night was pretty crazy too. I finally got to meet the retard that Jesse and Kevin are always talking about. I was really drunk and we went over there to get some weed. It was a journey. Jesse drove! Trust me, it was scary! So last night I was drunk off my ass then I got high. I was up until 3 AM!!! So now I am home and I should be at school because it's Monday, but I faked sick. I got it all under control. I mean what is the point of going if I am going to sleep through all my classes anyways right? |
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| Everything has an end. |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|08:48 am] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | HIM - Soul On Fire | ] | So basically Jesse stayed here the whole weekend. It was pretty cool. We got high on sunday. It was great. I guess his mom was claiming he was a run away and called the cops on him. Then Jesse called his Grandma to talk her last night and told her he was here. And about midnight last night we were all about to get drunk, but the cops came. Jesse went outside to talk to them and then came inside and said "Bye, I'm going to juvy." It sucked pretty bad. Now it's weird not having Jesse here because he was here from Friday until Tuesday. Now that is a lot of Jesse. lol. I don't think he will be in too long though, but when he gets out he probably can't come over and hang out because I am sure he will be grounded. I am home today, "sick". I didn't feel like going to school. Jesse, Karima, Kevin, and I were going to skip today anyways and get shit faced, but since Jesse is in juvy that plan was terminated. Maybe he will see Travis in there. Travis gets out the 18th. I heard he is doing better and isn't on suicide watch anymore. I am so happy to here that! I just can't wait until all of my friends get out of juvy. |
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| It started like a dream. |
[Feb. 4th, 2006|07:01 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
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| | The Used - Sound Effects And Over Dramatics | ] | School sucked ass yesterday! Karima wasn't there again! I was pissed!!!! Then when I got home my dad was drunk again. Like always. Later that night though Jesse came over to break into my moms room for her because she locked herself out of it and since he was grounded he asked his mom to drive him here. His mom said yes and did, but before they got here she changed her mind and started yelling at him for no reason! My guess is she's a fucking psycho. So Jesse got pissed and jumped out of the moving vehicle and came here anyways even though his mom threatened to call the cops on him. When he got here he helped my mom and we waited for the cops, but they never came. So he called his mom and left a message telling her he doesn't understand what the fuck her deal is and that he was going to stay here over night. Well he did and he convinced my dad to drive him to Winco so he could steal some beer. Kevin, Jesse, and I got drunk and watched movies while my mom slept in her room. I was paranoid my mom was gonna wake up and find out, but she never did. Thank god.
Now today Jesse is still here and he convinced my dad to buy weed. So him, Kevin, Chris, and my dad all got high in the living room. It was pretty funny. I might smoke later, but hopefully we can get some more alcohol tonight! |
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| I swear. It's love. |
[Feb. 2nd, 2006|06:27 pm] |
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| | determined | ] |
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| | From First To Last - Ride The Wings Of Pestilence | ] | Something amazing is about to happen. First off Jesse is already out of juvie because he was only being held over night. Well I finally got the whole story. This is how it happened... Jesse and my other friend Matt where leaving campus to go smoke a cigarette yesterday, but the security gaurd was outside so they couldn't leave. Well like dumb idiots they decided to just light up right there while still inside the school. And pretty much someone found out and they both got called down to the office and were searched. Luckily Matt had nothing on him and didn't get in too much trouble, but Jesse on the other hand had a pocket knife that belonged to Chris. Of course bringing a weapon to school is a big no no. So Jesse was sent to juvie, but he only had to stay there over night. But what I found out when I talked to him today was much worse then I ever imagined. He was expelled from the entire Vancouver School District. That is a HUGE deal because that means he can't go to school anywhere around here. He will probably have to move if he plans on continuing his high school education. Which is something he will have to do because it is against the law for someone under the age of 18 to drop out. Well Karima, Kevin, and I are devastated! So we came up with this idea to have a sit in and pass petitions around. I know it may not work, but we have to try. We love Jesse♥ and we don't know what we would do if he moved away. And we want him to come back to River because just one school day without Jesse is like having not enough alcohol to get you drunk. It's just NOT cool. |
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| The one that got away. |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|06:16 pm] |
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| | sick | ] |
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| | Straylight Run - Existentialism on Prom Night | ] | Well my day started pretty uneventful. I did end up skipping school again. I spent the whole day at my friend Karima's house watching movies. Yes I know what you are thinking, I'm a failure. I can't quit skipping school for even a week. But I am accepting the fact that I am a failure and I am moving on. So today at Karima's house her and I decided to walk back to the school from her house to get a ride from her mom back to her house so she wouldn't suspect that we skipped. I know it sounds stupid to walk from her house to get a ride back to her house, but it is just one of those things you have to do to get away with skipping sometimes, but anyways back to my story... So when we got back to school we looked for Jesse to say hi and see if he had a cigarette on him, but he wasn't were he usualy is after school. So then we found Jesus someone Jesse talks to regularly and asked him if he knew where Jesse was. Well it turns out Jesse got into some trouble and was in the office, but no one knew why. Then as Karima and I waited for her mom to get there Jesse's grandma pulls up to retrieve Jesse from the school and as soon as she saw us she asked "Did you two have anything to do with this?" And of course we said no considering neither one of us had a clue to what was going on. Well not long after that Karima's mother gets there and takes us home. Hours pass and I am bored watching some dumb movie on HBO forgetting all about Jesse and his trouble. I figured he was fine knowing just as well as anyone that that kid can talk his way out of anything. I was wrong. Not to long ago I got a call from Karima. She informed me that Jesse is in Juvie. Out of all my friends I never thought Jesse would be in jail like the rest of them. He was always the one who got away. So now two of my best friends are in juvie and I don't know the date either one of them gets out. On another note, myspace isn't loading right and if I don't get my chores done tonight I am grounded for the weekend. |
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| So much for quiting. |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|04:25 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | Don't Know When But a Days Gonna Come - Bright Eyes | ] | Yeah the title says it all. I didn't quit smoking. Oh, and I also didn't quit skipping. I tried and failed. This is how it happened... First Matt had a cigarette. Then he wanted to skip. So did Jesse and Karima. They asked me if I would like to join. So before I knew it I was skipping and we were sharing marbs. Oh god. I am a failure. Other then that nothing too interesting has happened today. I was invited to go hangout at my friends house, but then I thought, they are probably just going to have sex and it's not like I want to sit around and watch television or hang out with her little sister while they are fucking when I can watch my own tv at home. You know what I mean? It was pretty interesting to see Matt at school today. He is like the only kid I know that seriously NEVER comes to school. I think he was in juvie though and that's why he wasn't there for a month, but yeah he shared a marb with me. So therefor he's a saint.♥ |
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| Something I just have to do. |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
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| | Don't Look Back - Greeley Estates | ] | This is my first entry in this journal. I used to have another one, but I lost interest in it and stopped posting. So therefor I forgot my log-in info. I have so much shit going on in my life now adays it is hard to remember everything that happens in a regular day. Well I guess it doesn't help the memory part if I am drunk most of the time. lol. What I can't stop thinking about lately is a really good friend of mine (not saying any names) is in juvie right now and I miss him a lot and not knowing how long he will be there for it has been on my mind. Which is highly understandable. Also I have this addiction to skipping school. I have been trying to go lately, but it just doesn't seem to be working. I have almost no self control when it comes to things like that. So today I skipped school to go hang out with my friend Karima and by doing so I risked getting grounded by the bitch (my mother) and caught by metro police. I had to ditch a couple to make it to my friends house without being sent back to school with a referral. And on top of that addiction I have been trying to quit smoking. I know, I know, IMPOSSIBLE! |
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